Liking you is slowly killing me. I want to scream but my parents are asleep.
I’m sorry to have been so blinded and fixated on the past. The present and the future should be the only thing that matters. People change, learn, and move on. So should I.
(Source: over-there)
(Source: synodik)
Does buying material goods make us happy?
The use of a vending machine to supply “snacks” of happiness, that soon wear off. Each item in the Machine has a quote on the back that relates to the true meaning of happiness.
Daniel McQueen
Is it possible to miss someone so much that you experience withdrawal symptoms? Shit, i don’t really know but i can say that the past week I’ve experienced something like it. It’s just like how the saying goes “love is a drug” though i’d like to think I’m not yet in love, but when you experience love scientists say that the brain reacts the same way as to how a brain high on cocaine would react. When that person is in the presence of their significant other, the brain constantly releases dopemine and serotonin which induces feelings of affection and belonging. Later on, the brain gets used to it then craves those chemicals when the significant other isn’t around; sorta like a addiction, but self inflicted. Like a crack addict wanting his next high; the person longs for the person they love. This is what causes people to miss one another and to why missing someone can be quite painful. This is just a hypothesis i made up from what i learned in AP psychology class and from personal experience the passing week. During the summer, I’ve been seeing my significant other almost every single day. Now that we’re in different colleges, this has been one of the longest week of our lives.
“One day, three autumns.”
Having moved into my dorm room, i feel like i really miss my bed; though, i haven’t laid on my new bed yet. First sign of homesickness? i think so.
It has been an amazing summer spending the passing days and sunshine with her. During that time we’ve explored so much of the city. We went to long beach and rented a bike, went to Santa Monica at 3 in the morning after a party and fell asleep on the sand watching the stars, watched two movies at a drive-in theater, had many cinematic experiences, and shown each other the different emotions of LA seen through each of our eyes.
and now before we move to our different colleges, we’ve made our relationship official on the evening of 9/16/11. I’ll be taking the train to see her often.
Its bitter to say goodbye to a summer of a lifetime, and that it’s uncertain the next time ill see her, but sweet to know that she’s finally mine, and that this whole summer was just the beginning.
